Thursday, November 25, 2010 '
To my Baby Dwaejee [one last time, I promise]
We started on the 16th of July.
One silly contest you've played on facebook,
that've brought me and you together ...
During those days,
you're the first person I wanted to see online,
and the last I've wanted to see to leave.
I've been happy to see you there,
and a little disappointed when you're not.
I understand though, that you're really busy all along.
People keep telling me that you're a faker,
but I don't care.
All I know that is you said you're real,
and that's what I'll believe,
no matter what the others say.
Days passed,
we've had our first, second, third monthsary ...
Even though you'd be late to greet me,
nevertheless, you remembered,
and I'm happy just for that.
100 days' anniversary ...
It occurs on the 23rd of October.
I'd prepared a special surprise for you ...
A drawing of you and me,
based on your dream,
and I was glad that you liked it ...
Our relationship lasts for 132 days.
Today is the day we broke up ...
I wouldn't say that you broke up with me,
because you didn't want it to happen,
or at least you told me so.
Your guardian came up and said that you're still young for a relationship,
and you're too busy with everything.
He was sorry that he had to interfare with this,
and stated that we could still be friends after this ...
I don't know if we could still be friends,
I don't know if you'd wanted to,
or maybe it'll be better if I fade away from your life,
stand in a corner watching you from afar.
I could do nothing,
only to sit back and let the tears fall.
I've known this would happen sooner or later,
but I've been denying it, all along,
not wanting to face the reality,
hoping that this wonderful dream would never end ...
But now the reality jumps in,
and I'm left to face the truth.
I just wanna say that,
in all these days,
I never regretted being with you,
I'm happy and thanks for everything.
I don't blame you for everything,
we're just not meant to be,
and I understand.
I'll never forget the relationship we've had,
and 25th of November, where it all ended.
I'm just sad that I can never call you my Baby Dwaejee again ...
I hope that we could still be friends after this,
or if not, well, it's okay ...
I'm sending this in for you,
just to let you know that I apprieciated everything.
Thank you.
Wishing you the best in everything,
Jungmin.Labels: Diary
