After speaking to one of my senior ... I started to wonder, What am I doing here wasting my time? Why am I sitting here, typing this, books aside, and do nothing? It's really frustrated seeing others are living their lives to the fullest, even in their teenage years, while I'm slowly wasting my lifeline, doing what?
I have friends who are active in school stuffs, I have friends who are active in church activities,
presidents, leaders, someone important somewhere ...
But what exactly am I doing here?
I wonder if it's because that I never asked God,
and until now I have no purpose of doing anything in life ...
Studies? Average. Cocuriculums? Normal. Private life? A mess.
And what do I plan to be when I grow up?
A singer? A fashion designer? Or a photographer?
Can I even survive myself by doing all these?
I don't know ...
The malay peribahasa sounded so well on me ... 'kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang'
or even the Chinese has it's own saying ... 走一步，看一步
And then suddenly I realized ...
... or maybe I'm not that bad after all.
Thank God for everything.
For my life. For my family. For my friends.
And heck, even for all those KPOP stars I loved ...
(seriously I don't understand what's the wrong for loving them?! They're human too! And I do pray for them, sometimes)
For all my loved ones, for those I loved, for those who loved me ...
I am willing to do better in my life.
No matter in studies, work or in serving,
I pray that God will give me extra extra extra strength n courage n wisdom to live my life.
To love. To be loved.
And to serve the Great One for even greater purpose.
Phew ~
Sudden change of mood now ...
Thanks to Qin for all those talking with me ~ :DD
Ish gonna off for more FOOD. =DDD
Jaljayo yorobul ~ ♥
Choi Jungmin aka Baby-Jaye
Born in the 10th May 1995
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